thots...

i was toking to xy about the superstar frenzy and den we were like toking about RUTH... the girl whom i guess everyone asked her to slim down or wat so ever... den xy told me say wei song told her that she din need to care about wat other say... u are who u are... i guess its true that we shouldn;y change just becos of others... but as a superstar... u are surrounded by beautiful people... can u not care wat people say? in this circle of people... have you ever seen a superstar not caring about herself and just eat a lot until they inflate like balloons? no way man... they of course care about their looks and watever... even normal human beings not interacting in the tv industries are also putting on make-up going for slimming centre promotion offers...

another thing about mankind... they are so freaking ugly... i noe i m ugly too... but some people minimise their ugliness by ACTING who they are not... this makes them even MORE ugly... some people know that they are ugly and make their ugliness become a kind of trend... something they are proud of... some people know that they are ugly but tries to run away from that fact... other people know that they are ugly and tries to ammend and attone for watever sins they have done... which group are u in? maybe u might be thinking... i m not ugly wat... but think about everything u have done... everything that u have said... have u hurt ur loved ones? fought with them and said terrible things? did something that cannot be forgiven? lied? i guess everyone has done at least one of these things... can u still say that u are pure and clean after all these years? i guess we cannot be the same as the years before... we cannot be the cute, pure, clean baby that was just born from ur mother's womb... but we can try to do things the right way... learn from our mistakes and try to make everyday a better day... when we want to tell lies... think about it... is it worth it? when we want to scold someone becos they have done something unbearable... as a chinese saying goes... 退一步，海阔天空。。。 take a step backwards instead of always moving forward charging at every moment there is...

this entry is pretty long ah... hahaha... sports day is coming up... ccn day follows suit... project submission dates around the corner... and i m like typing a blog entry... haha... BUSY BUSY BUSY!!! alright... i shall go now... saBYE saBYE!!! lol...