if only...

i feel so lost.

just finished watching 宫心计. I LOVE THE DRAMA but i felt that the ending although good made me have a lot of unanswered questions. Like how did XIAN YANG come to be there? and why did he not remember 三好? and how did he come to be at that place? what happened to LI YI? seriously. got the urge to write an email to TVB. HAHAHA!

so, i was saying i felt lost. IT'S BECAUSE OF THIS DRAMA LOR! suddenly don't know what to do because the show ended. Guess i'll have to turn back to my books. I REALLY LOVE 佘诗曼! HAHA!

life has been the same. just that i've been doing OT (FOC) since my colleague was on mc. 2 days only if you're wondering. HAHA! changes and more changes coming up so i'll have to stay alert. oh well. if they think that their plans are right and workable, then we can only try our best. and if our best they still do not appreciate, i guess all i can say is that there's nothing we can do.

i always felt that if one works hard, people will know and they will appreciate. there will surely be rewards if we work hard enough but to my disappointment, this does not seem to be the case. i remember someone once told me, "Please work smart. Work hard no use one. Must work smart. Work so hard for what? In the end still kena complain." So what should i do? Do i still work hard? Yes. I still believe that one day, if i work hard enough, someone will see. At the right time and place, i will be appreciated. So not only will i work hard, but smart as well.

suddenly bring me back to the drama. there's this girl and her name is 三好. 做好事，纯好心，说好话. That's her motto in life. I really want to learn from her. Make these my motto in life as well. HAHA!