if only...

in the morning...
i bathed.
i sms-ed choo poh.
i had a stomach ache.
i reached the office 1 minute late.
i worked hard in the morning.
i smiled.
i received lynn's sms.
i laughed.
i forwarded it.

during lunch...
xy sms-ed.
AAAlvin sms-ed.
i laughed.
i smiled.
i ate fish tom yam soup with rice.
i did not enjoy the food.
i enjoyed the people there with me.

after lunch...
customer called.
asked a question.
i interpreted wrongly.
customer agitated.
customer busy.
i was unsure.
i asked customer to hold on.
i went to ask about the question customer asked.
i picked up the phone.
customer hanged up.
i called customer back.
i tried to answer her question.
customer scolded me.
i asked for help.
i cried.
i got consoled.
i tried to smile.

in the evening...
colleagues asked me out.
i agreed.
we went to orchard.
went to the lv shop.
went to the coach shop.
walked and looked around but not really seeing anything.
colleague bought bags.
went to find food for dinner at 920pm+.
wanted to eat fish and co.
closed.
ate sakae sushi instead.
colleague treated.
took cab home.
colleague gave me $20 to pay for the cab.
i think taxi driver thought he was an F1 racer.
taxi driver on the phone while driving.
i spoke to xy on the phone.
i reached home.
i bathed.
i came online.

i am tired.
my eyes are puffy.
late nights.
tears.
pimples.
bad combination.
still online.

one moment i was happy.
another moment i was so sad.
life.