if only...

i drank 2 cups of coffee today.

OMG! OMG OMG OMG!!!

LOL!

Kevin's blog got a video starring him and me dancing and singing la. CHECK IT OUT MAN!!! **SHY** WAHAHA!!!

I took my own sweet time going home today. It was raining. I opened the umbrella that Xiu bought from HK and strolled along the road/pathway/whatever pavement I could put my feet on. The feeling I had was soothing. I needed it. It gave me time to think and collect my thoughts. I could see the smallest details being enlarged. An observer. How long was it since I took in such details? I wonder. If it wasn't for my new shoes, I guess I would have appreciated the view better.

Suddenly, I remembered the dream I had some time ago.

...... It was raining rather heavily. I got down the bus and was immediately claimed by someone who was really tall. He opened up his BIG umbrella and held me close. We walked in the rain under the BIG umbrella in companionable silence. In the dream, I knew that we were walking on the pathway from the bus-stop towards my house ...... Then I woke up. I didn't get to see his face though. It was like a shadowy figure yet I knew he cared for me.

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Today was not really my day. My skirt had a hole la. LOL! It was not there when I first wore it. SERIOUSLY. I checked. Anyways, I didn't know the skirt had a hole because it was behind me, where my butt is. Then this lady walked in behind me and said, "Girl, I think you've got a hole in your skirt. I can see your *****. Is it *** in colour?" I was shocked so I just nodded. Then she continued by saying,"I think you should use the stapler. Go home then sew." Thankfully, I had a stapler on hand and immediately turned the skirt around and stapled the bloody hole. Of course I looked to see if anyone was around. LOL. PAISEH LEI!!! OMG! **SHY**

Another thing was my shoes. I had to choose today to wear my new shoes. LOL! PAINFUL LEI!!! BTH. I'm having a blister now. Why do girls do these kind of things to themselves? 爱美不要命啊！

I miss you all lei. I don't know why but I feel hollow on and off these days. It's as though there's this small emptiness there in my heart. My thoughts will keep loitering to the days in Poly, the days and nights (mostly the nights) in Citi. Thank God I have memories to keep me entertained.

Ah Ma, take care. I love you even though I don't say it.