if only...

been feeling emotional lately.

angry at myself for not understanding.
angry at myself for not doing things correctly the first time.
sad that i'm only human.

am i not important to you as you are important to me?
feeling like a 2nd class citizen.

ignorance is bliss they say...
but what about being ignored?

being a virgo has it's ups and downs. we want so much to be perfect.
EVERYTHING.
work.
fun.
events.
dinner.
the list just goes on.

the thing i hate the most is not being able to accomplish the task u set your mind to. putting your heart and soul out there to achieve yet unable to do so.
scared.
the incapability makes one wonder how much can one really do. what is my limit? am i just plain stupid? thoughts like these just come into mind and it makes one despise oneself. confidence begins to take a slide.

luckily for me, black clouds like these are only in passing. life's just too short to think of all these negative things. tomorrow's gonna be a better day!!!