love

mummy and papa went to Thailand today. together with my godmother and my dad's brother. i'm gonna miss them (more for my mummy and papa). anyways, UPROAR!!! i'm the eldest daughter and now i have like a bigger responsibility. *GOSH* it would have been cool any other day since no "government" at home but oh well, i've grown out of that stage. no one to fuss and talk to you.

i bought 2 boxes of ice cream just 10 minutes ago. depression? no no. just a sweet tooth and having a particular craving. it was on offer if you're wondering why 2. anyhoo, feeling all weird and stuff. like something's missing in my life. but what? hmm... guess i'll have to keep wondering and wondering and wondering...

today's saturday and the day's almost gone. well, gone to be exact since it's night now. felt like posting something on this near neglected blog. been through a lot lately. things seem to happen so fast. not that they are bad or whatever, just that till now, i have often asked myself. what have i done that makes me proud of who i am? if i'm positive, i guess i'll have to say that i try my best to be proud of myself and allow those loved ones close to me be proud of who i am as well. but what exactly, i'm not sure.

not everyone can be a superstar or Mother Theresa right? i guess i've sort of turned out ok as a person. hmm...