tHIs wEEk

A trial of a week.

Many things happened and I guess sometimes, life's like that. I was not prepared and then it banged me right there in the middle of my forehead. I couldn't react quickly with wit and in the end, i ended up with tears. What could i have done there and then? Maybe not much. I regret that i had to cry in front of her but i couldn't help it. Really. I tried to tolerate but it just came crashing down. I still have so much to learn about life and i just can't help thinking that my huddle topic is like so related to what i'm saying right now. My topic was Invest in Learning but sometimes, learning takes place just like that. Sometimes we are forced to learn things that affect us physically and emotionally which in turn changes our mentality of some things.

I used to believe that we should try to have some faith in mankind. Not everyone is born bad or mean. They were brought up that way and so their characters were formed from their background. Well, sometimes background don't mean a thing. Some people might be born in a beggar's home but happen to be very rich by the end of their 30th birthday. This means to say that even if you are born poor, we might not still end up poor when we are in the coffin.

I was trying to forgive and forget but i just can't help thinking about the incident when i look at her. It's getting more and more difficult to control my temper when i'm with her but i always tell myself to try. People tell me that i am a very patient person but how much patience can a person give? When one reaches a quota, she'll burst. I hope I won't get hurt anymore than what i have so far.

Anyways, I think i'm gonna put all these things behind me and start over but before that, I want to thank my colleagues for consoling me after the incident. They were GREAT! I was there witnessing real CARE and CONCERN and i really felt loved. Thank you guys so much!
As for my friends, thank you Rachael for always listening and being overwhelmed by your own emotions (Feel like scolding vulgarities and so on). Xiu Li, thanks for always being there for me. Without you as a friend and colleague, I think i would have fallen already.

Putting all of these behind me might be difficult but i'll try. Lord, please give me strength.