23.5.07

tHe dAy

When i went to work today, I saw the old lady with a bagful of tissue papers again. She was there saying "小姐" and "谢谢" even though no one bought her stuff. I just walked past her even though i knew she was calling out to me. Thinking back about today, I feel quite ashamed of myself. Ashamed for not helping a poor soul like her.

On the other end, it got me thinking. "Hey, where did she get all those tissue papers? What will she use the money for?" Straight after these thought arose, I quickly dismissed them. I remember my mother saying, "It doesn't really matter what they use the money for. It's the thoughts that count when we take out our money and give it to her. What comes after that has got no relevance to us what-so-ever. We donate because we want to help the needy but if they abuse this money and use it for causes that are not meant for helping, then so be it."

Enough about the old lady. Today, I realised that my receipts turned blank. YUP! Nothing at all could be seen on those piece of shit papers. I called the City cab feedback hotline and she told me to email them regarding my problems. I emailed them and i am hoping to get good replies. *hopes and prays*

Yesterday was the graduation ceremony. Was sick in the morning at around 6am when i vomited out whatever i ate the night before. It was terrible. I HATE VOMITING!!! *curses and swears* Anyway, that was not the end. After that, i felt really terrible but still told myself i had to go for the ceremony.
1st reason: Parents took leave on that day to see me graduate.
2nd reason: Friends were all there.
Last reason: Wanted to take photos in the Graduation Attire. *maybe no more chance*
During the ceremony i could not concentrate. I was like practically dozing off during the speeches. I would catch a wink of sleep if i could every chance i got. HAHA!!! The thing was, when i closed my eyes, i thought i saw flashes of light. Scully the cameraman take me. OMG!!! Paiseh sia. In the yearbook got me sleeping there. HAHAHA!!! Went home with my family after that and i headed straight for the bed. HOHO! After some time, XY, Lynn and Chups came over. It was raining and they were all drenched. I was sleeping but since they were like so close to the family and this is their second home, they made themselves at home almost instantly. HAHA! On and off we dozed and talked. After that, we watched a bit of television and then we ate dinner (steamboat with teppenyaki. They left at 8.30pm after the show and then i went to sleep at 10pm. What a day! *phew*

Nothing really big happened today so there's not much to update. *laughs* I guess that's all for now. HEHE!