14.4.07

QING MING JIE

Today, i went to visit Lao Ma (Mummy's Grandmother). The weather was really hot. You could feel the rays directly hitting on your skin. Anyway, when i reached the cemetery, mummy asked me whether i remembered the place. To be truthful, I think the last time i went was like when i was 13 years old? Cannot remember but i remembered coming to the cemetery to see the grave. Another thing i remembered clearly was that at the cemetery, some things should not be said. If there were any questions, we should ask them at home or at other places.

Anyway, at the cemetery, my mother told me some things can only be done by the eldest son. I felt that it was really biasness but i guess it's the sad truth that people in the past loved sons more. Even now, sometimes i hear stories about how unfair parents are to daughters. I am very lucky that i have a family which practices giving love to everyone. Maybe it's because this family of mine does not have any sons. I sometimes think that maybe if there was a son, this family would love him a lot i guess. Maybe even spoil him? Guess there's a reason to why we do not have a boy in the house. We are all going to spoil him rotten i guess.

After we finished doing all the necessary things needed, we went off in the HOT van. We went to Joo Chiat and bought some office slippers and shoes. Slippers for me shoes for my mother ok. Not all for me xy (just saying first). Then after that, went to the Tampines Regional Library to return a book. After that, used their toilet for a while then returned home.

Since I woke up quite early, went to take a nap at around 5pm? Cannot remember 'cos my eyes were droopy at that time. That was about all of my day.

Rants
I got blisters on the back of my 2 feet. So painful la!!!
Not enough sleep!!! I am so tired!! Been waking up early la!!!
I think i am getting fatter!!! ARGH!!!
Library books must return but i haven't finished reading them... WTH...

OKAY... I feel much better.