21.5.05

sick

hi... went to the doctor's on thursday night... kena feng mo... scary ah... like the whole body suddenly full of rashes... den like wah... red and bloated... so anyway... went to the doctor's and den like ask him wat's the cause la... he say can be anything from wat i eat to the water i use to bathe... hmm... so feng mo cannot be prevented la... it will look for u even if u hide from it... yeah... i m feeling better now even thought yesterday slept the whole day cos the medicine causes drowsiness... thanks for all the smses ah... really appreciated them... i think i m much much better liao ah... thought still have a bit here and there but on the whole... thanks to the medicines i m recovering pretty well...

going to work today ah... actually i told my mother i din want to work anymore but she said since i told people i'll be working till 23rd i have to do it... but i din say i wanted to work till 23rd wat... hai... sometimes its not that u want to be like dat de... circumstances force u to do things u dun want to do and that's very hurting isn't it... people always say tha choice is urs... true but the choice we pick ain't always ours... people choose a few for us and den we have to pick out one from the two... great eh... hai...

ate medicine liao le ah... dunno later when i at work will sleep not... mother actually told me not to eat medicine b4 going to work but i thot i had to take it... if not i scared later i go work den later all come out ah... scare the customers... hai... sian ah... school will be starting soon ya... dunno about u but i can't wait... cos i really dislike working during the holidays... hahaha... dunno y ah... even during holidays oso cannot enjoy to the fullest ah... i tried but... as u noe... circumstances... dunno la... anyway... hope u all will enjoy these last few days ah... i will have to slog away cos i'll be working... ain't i glad... hai...