study...

was supposed to study today... but guess wat... that din happen... other things happened though... was really sad... really really sad... hai... was it bcos i luffed too much yesterday? i dunno... i felt really bad... like all the worst things were happening to me... have anything like that happened to u? did u feel that no one cared? no one loved u? no one was there to help u... no one there understood... this is how u feel when someone u so dearly love did something that hurt u badly... yes... i was hurt... by the person i loved... a lot... who meant the whole world to me... said i was the worst of all... THE WORST... i m sorry but i couldn't control myself... i cried... will u feel sad for me when u read this? what i have written... will it make u feel for me? i dunno... i realy cannot think properly... sadness have triumphed... mayb for today... cos once i get up from my slumber... i'll be ok... all over again.... to face the day's challenges... all the sarcasm... watever... sad post yah... hai... best u all dun read la... make u all sad oso...

anyway... cleaned hammy's cage today... he was naughty... peed 2wice... once in the pot and the second time was on evangeline's hands... hahahaha... a funny sight... was that a luffter i heard? yes... guess i can't really hold onto sadness for long... that's me... i wonder of it's good... maybe... now it's 11.33pm.. and i still haven't studied... wonder if i would go to skool tomorrow... to study... with xy... and maybe chups... not sure... cos i m lazy... a lazy girl... i want to get good grades like this? i think i can go on dreaming... i dun want to dream so i m going to stop this blogging rite now... cya all around!! to my sem 2 class... if u ever like read this... i think u're cool... though not very close but still... i kinda liked the class... hehe... thanks for all the help and all the fun... all the luffter... rite... enuff... bye...