another day has passed...

ok... so this is the like fourth day of the week... wat have i done??? hai... sian man... everyday not stay at home is stay at home... and my parents are going to THAILAND!!! going there for 5 long days lor... i will miss them lots man!! and the responsibility of the whole family lies over my shoulder for these five days since i'm the eldest child... i feel happy . sad . lost . worried ... all these feelings overcoming me... wat will i do if anything happens? am i able to take care of all the things up ahead awaiting for me? i wonder... i really do... oh... i discovered i din say when they were going to THAILAND... tomorrow!!! can u imagine that? so fast lor... hai... they'll be back on i think either tuesday or wednesday ah...

exams are on monday, tuesday and erm... saturday? hahaha... yup... it's on saturday... though a little far but still... more time to study i guess... since last paper is MICROECONS... hai... hope can do well sia... scared! very SCARED... hahaha... they say if u study hard, there's nothing to be scared of... but i beg to differ lor... you will still be scared... scared you write the wrong answer... scared u make careless mistakes... scared there'll be something wrong happening at any second or minute during the paper... AHHH!!! i think i m scaring myself ah... hahaha...

y are people always saying i m stressed??? hmm??? i just heard it AGAIN today... hahahaha... m i really stressed?? i dunno... maybe? but i feel okay lei... like normal... hahaha... just a little crazy at times... but that's me. rite? i wonder... and wonder... okay... better stop daydreaming...

ate chicken rice for dinner today... mom and dad says it was from the most popular chicken rice in singapore... from katong ah... the light sauce was delicious ah... BE-U-TI-FOOL... hahaha... yup... great dinner tonight... loved it...

dun u all feel hot? like the weather here in singapore... it's extremely warm i tell ya... even though night has fallen... it still is HOT!!! without the fan or air con... i WILL melt man... like really MELT... ahhahaa... think i'll be going to sleep really late tonight and try to finish up on accounts... want to get good grades man... good grades are hard to get man... you need to work for it... and i dun think i m working enuff man... hai... cannot fool around le lor... tomorrow's friday already!!! AHHHH!!! hahaha... before you noe it... everybody will be back in skool taking out their handphones and putting them into their bags... taking out what they need and bringing them to their appropriate seats... looking around the hall and watching nervous faces... saying good luck to each other and feeling cold sweat running down their sideburns... oh gosh... hahahaha... am i mean or wat... writing all these to scared the wits out of people? well... i m just trying to wake myself up man... i can't keep waiting for grades to drop from the sky! pray for me k... i'll pray for u all too...