a saturday...

sian man.. hahaha... its a saturday!! i wanna go out... i wanna do all sorts of things... go bungee jumping! hahahaha... but... on the other hand... it's just saturday... i have lots of work to do... no time to go jump off cliffs...

how would u like to put ur day? PERSPECTIVE... everyone thinks differently... we might think that this particular thing means a lot to us... but not to everyone... this means that not everyone will be happy on a beautiful saturday morning... So cooling and nice... some might be complaining how cold it is... but if u think it over... u actually kinda like the cold... hahaha... HUMANS...

so have u tot about y u have been complaining? think of good things in ur life and substitute them with all the bad ones... think positive... life will be happier and better that way...

for me... i always hear people calling me fat girl or girl with birthmark... i used to think that people are so mean... they always make fun of people when they have a chance to... i used to cry back then when i was in primary school... evenn in secondary school i still couldn't really accept the fact... but as i grew older... i tot about things... slowly, i found out that hey... actually having a birth mark and being fat isn't that bad after all... people might luff but still they might be thinking of helping me slim down... so i thank all those who luffed at me and said i was fat...

for my birthmark... i tot if i got lost... this would be such an easy way to find me with... a tool used if i was lost... my mum could like find me easily if i had amnesia or my face change or watever... hahaha... also... i like to thank all thoise who made my life miserable by luffing at my birthmark... haha... come to think about it... i was really sad back then but now... i learnt to luff at things... luff at myself... i remember 1ce this guy... he said my hand was onn fire... he said i better not go near him... he scared i put him on fire... hmm... it was pretty mean to say those things though... i cried... hahahha... now... when i think about it... it's a little stupid to cry over this kind of things...

my father always tell me... dun so easy cry... when i die den u cry... this would make me cry more... hahaha... i really couldn't take it ah... hahaha... they say women are made up of water and i believe it's true... hahaha... i m a living example but i think now i m ok la... not always crying... only when i watch those kind of sad sad drama or movies or vcds... hahhaha... they can really make u bawl... hahaha... i think enuff said... just felt a bit emotional today... so i wrote this... haha...