27.1.05

lalala...

been karaoke-ing in my house the past few days... hahaha... today... is the competition... feeling a little nervous though... wonder wat's theprocedure like... wonder if i'll sing out of tune... shy ah... hahaha... wish me luck people... i just hope there's not many people there can liao le... hahaha... lalala...

feeling bored ah... and i dun want to leave with such a short entry... so i m trying my best to write more... hmm... wat else can i write? dreams? dreams are really mysterious... people say that wat u do inn the day will most probably be wat u will dream of at night... but as for me... i dunn usually have dreams... unless maybe something big or something important... have u ever woken up and den u recall that u dreamt about something... a few days later... at this particular place u are at... u recall that hey... i dreamt about this place... i have been in this situation for quite a couple of times...

nonsense ah me... hahaha... nothing to rite... hoho... i think i haven't been a good granddaughter... sometimes my mother would be like saying... if u free go and see ah ma la... u noe ah ma very poor thing not? but i ccan't help but feel angry... y can't the family go together... she always ask us to go but she herself oso nvr go visit... den she expect us to go alone... i mean... so long le... we like only visit on birthdays... new year... all those big occasions lor... den like not very close to ah ma oso... hai... how i wish we could turn back time... to the past when ah ma and me went to the zoo together... went chingay together... all the happy times... i feel sad... i m not a good granddaughter... hai... but since i noe it... i think i m going to do something about it... but wat? hmm... maybe i'll go visit her... since cny's coming... i will tok to her... yay! hahaha...