aLL iN a sUDDEN...

wHEN I WAS wALKING iN tHE eVENING... aLONG tHE pATHWAY tOWARDS mY hOUSE... sOMEBODY mSGED mE... i TOOK oUT mY fONE aND fOUND a mSG fROM mY sIS3... i hAPPILY oPENED iT aND fOUND oUT aBOUT sOMETHING sAD... sOMETHING i kNEW wAS gOING tO hAPPEN bUT dIN wANT TO fACE iT... mY gREAT GRANDMOTHER dIED... i fELT sAD... a sUDDEN sENSE oF gRIEF cAME oVER mE... i rEMEMBER mY mUM aSKING mE tO gO aND vISIT hER iN THE hOSPITAL... sHE wENT iN a cOUPLE oF tIMES... i wENT tO vIST hER aLL tHE tIME sHE wENT iN... eXCEPT tHIS lAST tIME... i rEGRET... i tHINK i dO rEGRET... i HAVE mIXED fEELINGS... nOT sURE... m i rUNNING aWAY? nO... i m nOT... i wANT tO fACE tHIS... sTRONGLY... i fEEL rEALLY sORRY... bCOS oF tHAT lAZINESS i lOST mY lAST cHANCE tO sEE heR aLIVE... mY rEASON y i diN gO fOR tHE laST tIME wAS i dIN wANT tO sEE heR sICKLY fACE... dIN wANT tO sEE heR iN pAIN... i'VE sEEN sO mANY TIMES... iS shE pEACEFUL? wILL sHE be? wHO cAN sAY i m wRONG... hAVE i nOT dONE mY pART? jUST tHAT wORD i hATE aLOT! *rEGRETs* hAHA... i m oK... aCTUALLY i m nOT vERY cLOSE tO mY lAO ma... bUT i sORT oF lIKE heR.. cOS sHE is vERY sTRAIGHT-FORWARD aND i lIKE iT! haH!! lAO mA... i wILL mISS u... (sHE nOES eNGLISH oK) yAH... sO cOOL rITE... hAHA... sTILL REMEMBER tHE TIMES sHE sAID i lOOK lIKE gRANDMA... dEN sHE wILL tOUCH mY hAND aNND dEN lIKE tOK tO mE a lITTLE bUT i dUN nOE hOW tO rEPLY hER iN hOKKIEN... sTILL REMEMBER i wAS sUPPOSED tO sTAY wITH hER sO tHAT I cAN bRING hER gO mARKET... gO wALK wALK... bUT i nEVER dID... i wAS aFRAID... dIN wANT tO dO iT aLL aLONE! hAI... rEGRET aGAIN... i tHINK i wANT tO prOMISE tO sHORTEN tHE nUMBER oF rEGRETS iN mY lIFE... gRAB eVERY OPPORTUNITY maN... dUN lET gO!! cOS iT wILL nEVER wAIT fOR u tO cATCH oNCE oTHER pPLE gET hOLD oF iT 1sT... gOOD lUCK eVERBODY!